You guys, I’ve just had it. I feel like I’m going to break. This morning after I dropped H and then E off at school, I got back in the car and it wouldn’t start. This, of course, left me a hysterical sobbing mess in my boss’s driveway. (She lives on the same street as E’s daycare – I sometimes park in her driveway.) Because seriously, I DO NOT NEED THIS IN MY LIFE. Luckily, after a few tries, it started, but holy shit. I have neither the time nor money to deal with something happening to our only car.
I’ve thought maybe I should see a therapist or something so I contacted the counseling center at work, because I was under the impression it was free for employees. Turns out it’s only for students, which left me a teary-eyed mess at my desk. So now I’m left with seeing nobody, or somehow finding someone on my own and, y’all, I just don’t even know how to do that. I was really hoping it could be on campus because it would be easy and I could go on work days. Otherwise, how the hell am I going to go? I don’t have anyone to watch the kids and I don’t want to spend all my work days driving to appointments. I did that a while back with my chiropractor and it sucked. I never got anything done at work. (Also, I only have insurance for the next few months so WHAT IS EVEN THE POINT.)
Then when I went to go running at lunch, like usual, I realized I forgot my sports bra. Cue sobbing mess again. I feel like normal people wouldn’t go into hysterics at the drop of a hat, y’know?
Sheesh. Sack up, self.
(Also, I apologize for being the most annoying blogger ever. Feel free to skip my posts because I am pathetic.)