Today. Oh, today. Today I tried to dissipate the ever-present rage. I ate chocolate. I had a leisurely lunch with a friend, including knitting. I did design work at work which is not my usual job but I’m good at it (it was my undergrad!) and I love it. I vacuumed my car and washed the windows. I made M cook dinner. (Hot dogs and tater tots. But still. Hot dogs and tater tots I didn’t cook.) I sat with E and H and watched Cinderella on a blanket on the living room floor. (Parts of it made E so tense! She’s such a sensitive kid.)
Today was a better day.